Angels

Angels. We know what they are. We wish we could see ours. We hope that our loved ones have become them. There are many different types of angels. There are the Arch Angels, the Guardian Angels, and Fallen Angels. You probably know all about the Arch Angels so I wont waste your time talking about them. You probably have heard about Guardian Angels but don't know the entire truth about them. We all have one whether or not we know it. I like to believe that mine is just like me. That he is a spunky angel who's up to taking on my outrageous attitude. I've wanted to know who my angel is ever since I was little. Finally after a long time of looking everywhere to figure out how to know your guardian angels name, it finally came. I was sitting on my couch reading when there was just this whisper in my head. It was a voice that I had never heard and it said my guardian angels name. I am choosing not to reveal it on here because I don't want to make my angel mad :). But anyway no I can talk to him and just know that he's there on my side. Enough about Guardian Angels, you are probably asking yourself, what are Fallen Angels? Fallen Angels are angels that have been banished from Heaven and have to live out the rest of their existence between here and Heaven. Never being aloud to interact with us but not being about to hang out with the other angels. Aside from my personal Guardian Angel, I think that these guys are the coolest. I secretly kind of hope that my Guardian Angel was a Fallen Angel but ended up redeeming himself. I think it still might be his punishment that he has to be my angel though :).

10 Different Countries

This post will not be about anything really other than a thank you to all of you that read this blog. This blog has now been read on ten different countries around the world. The ten countries are the U.S., Philippines, Malaysia, Germany, India, Canada, Netherlands, Panama, Australia, and New Zealand. Whether this is your first time reading my blog or you log on everyday to see if there is a new post, thank you. You have completely made me year by putting my blog on all of your countries.

Dreams

Dreams are what keeps us from going off the edge. Dreams take us to a place where we only wish we could be. Dreams are our alternative reality. Every night, that reality changes. Sometimes we remember our fabulous world and other times, its just drop of water in the ocean of forgettable things. Dreams can tell us things that we might not have noticed in our conscious state. The subconscious is able to break things down better while we're asleep and tell us this in our dreams. As you can see,  I was not able to just choose just one photo. I am a very big dreamer. I even have a dream journal that I would recommend to anyone willing to try it. After a while of writing down your dreams, they seems to become more vivid and easier to remember. You all must be thinking that I'm talking about a journal that I write down my hopes and dreams for the future, but no. I'm talking about a journal about pink zebras dancing with flowers. Those kinds of crazy-never-in-a-million-years-you-are-ever-going-to-see dreams.

Love

I have written about numerous topics. Most include some sort of pain. Whether the pain is visible to all or not isn't the point. The only topic I have yet to talk about is love. Love is in everything, even if you don't see it. Love is in a new baby being born. Love is in the way to elderly couple look at each other. Love is in death. Love is everywhere. There's no escaping it. By now some of you must be thinking, "What ha gotten into her?! What happened to all the pain and suffering in the world?" And you're right. There's no way to escape the pain in this world either. Love and pain are both in death. When we lose a loved one there's pain. Without love there would be no pain. Without pain there would be no love. When you see two elderly people holding hands and looking deeply into each others eyes, you can tell that there is love for each other.

Trapped

Has anyone ever felt that they were trapped and there was no way out? Whether it was a job or a friend pressuring you into something? Or maybe it was yourself that was letting you do something you really wanted? More than likely, you have been trapped, whether you've known it or not. If you have wanted to do something, go for it! The only one that can stop you is you. I know that sounds cliche, but it is ultimately true. No one can keep you from reaching your dreams. If you want to walk on the moon, go for it. If you want to be a rock star, rock out! If you want to write a book, go get it written. Don't let anyone tell you no. Never say never to your dreams.

Want vs. Need

Everyone wants something. Everyone needs somethings. Believe it or not, there is a difference between the two. Many people want candy or new clothes or something, but some people actually need clothes and food. Some people think that if they don't have that new iPod immediately, all their friends will make fun of them and they will just die of embarrassment. Well how about if instead of going and using that money to buy an unnecessary item when you have a perfectly good iPod still working, send that money to a homeless shelter or to a food bank or maybe to the Red Cross for help down in the south. The people down south really do need your help and money. Yes you need money too, but if you're going to spend it on something you don't need when you already have one, do you really need your money then, especially if you're willing to just throw it away?There really is a difference between want and need. If I haven't made it clear then take a walk down in some under privileged neighborhoods, go to the Soup Kitchen, go anywhere where there isn't a lot of money coming in, and think, your money could help them. So please, think before you buy something you think you need  but in actuality want.

Dead Tree

There is a tree in my backyard that has no few breaches and no leaves even tho we are very close to summer. This tree reminds me a lot of myself. It is right in the middle of all the other trees, but if you were to look into my backyard you would most likely see every other tree and then this one, or you would pass over it not even bothering to think about it. I feel like that tree. I may have friends but the kinds that I am the fall girl, or the best friend never the girlfriend, or even the freak friend that it's amazing that I might be friends with people or that I even have friends. I am the girl that if you were to line my friends and I up and guys had to pick one girl to date, I would never be picked. And on the off chance that I would be, it would be a joke. It's sad how many girls there are that are like me. In every group there is one, whether you know it or not. So look at your group of friends, and think, which one is this girl. I have a name for myself. I am the IGNON or "Invisible Girl No One Notices". So think, are you the IGNON, or is one of your friends being neglected by you? This world needs to see past the celebrities and pretty girl faces and see the ones that no one ever bothers to notice.